I woke up angry with a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.
The events of yesterday were still on my mind and all of my anger, disappointment, and frustration came flooding back. I felt horrible.
I wanted to fix everything so desperately, but I didn’t cause the problem and the solution I desperately craved was out of my control. My only option was to sit with the consequences and try to move through the current situation.
Last year, math became the one subject I couldn’t keep up with in our homeschool.
As a former middle school math teacher, I wasn’t prepared for this reality. I love teaching math, especially Algebra. I was thrilled when it was finally time to teach the slope of a line to my homeschooled kiddos.
It meant that we were finally getting to the good stuff.
But then the next kid hit pre-algebra and the third was not far behind. I quickly realized that I could not manage three individual math lessons for three kids every day AND teach all of the other subjects.
I was losing my mind trying to handle it all so I did what all good homeschool moms do…
I asked everyone I knew in all of my homeschooling circles and I googled like a crazy lady.
Thankfully, I discovered Mr. D math and we decided to give it a try.
It’s already four o’clock and I haven’t eaten lunch. This isn’t normal for me.
I pause and think about it and realize that my stomach is in knots. No wonder I haven’t eaten. There is an ache in my stomach making me feel ill, but I am fairly certain that I am not sick. It’s not that kind of ache.
It is the sort of ache I get when I am stressed, so I start to think about it.
Am I stressed?
I can’t think of any particular stressor at the moment. Typically the root causes of this type of ache are the kids’ schedules, work, or homeschooling. But as I mentally think through my list, I can’t identify any deadlines or projects that are weighing on my mind.
I start to think about my schedule for the next day and the knot in my stomach tightens. This time, I feel seriously ill.
Then it hits me. I am avoiding any thoughts about one particular event on the calendar tomorrow.
My oldest child is taking her driver’s test.
And despite my brain’s refusal to think about it, my stomach is in knots.
January is a great time to connect with your kids.
Ok. So anytime is a great time to connect with your kids, but January has a few unique qualities that you can take advantage of right now.
It’s dark. It’s cold. And sometimes, if you are lucky, it is white.
All of these qualities make this the perfect month to cozy up and connect as a family. To make it a bit easier for you this month, I’ve compiled a list of ways you can make some family memories this month.